Good Bye Extra Poundage…

My summer was nuts.  I spent a month on the road with no break visiting my family down in Georgia and my husband’s family in California.  It was supposed to be awesome.  It was TERRIBLE!  I was overwhelmed by the differences in our family and I missed my husband desperately while I was in Georgia. 

My girls were with me and they were pretty miserable with me.   And so when things got rough I did what all concerned and loving mothers do.  I pulled out my wallet and spent as much money as I could on them in order to make their vacation bearable.  We ate out a lot.  We went to movies.  I gave them cash.  I paid for amusement parks, aquariums, and trips to the store.  And I ate.  A lot.  And after I got home, I continued to eat.  A lot.  And it was to soothe my frazzled nerves and escape from the incredibly stressful trips I had been on.

August came and I went back to work – 20 pounds heavier than when I left in May.  I could barely get into my pants.  I was so miserable.  We were invited to a casual country wedding and I squeezed into my jeans and a ‘dressy’ top and when I got home and looked at my pictures I wanted to cry.  Really – that’s what I look like?!?!?  What on earth have I done to myself?

So for the past 2 months I’ve been on a radical weight loss plan – it’s called diet and exercise.  And so far I’ve lost 21 pounds.  But I’ve decided I don’t want to just lose the 20 I gained.  I want to get back to the weight where I am most comfortable.  So that means I have 29 more pounds to go.  I am ready and committed to doing this.  Because if I’m not healthy how can I serve the Lord?  How can I be all that I was designed to be?  I can take care of everyone around me but if I don’t take care of myself, slowly but surely I will not be able to do the things that I like to do, and more importantly, that I NEED to do.

So I’m trying so hard to do this.  And I believe I can, and I’m praying for self discipline and endurance.   :)

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